Fun fact: your sinuses really affect your bodies ability to re-pressurize your ears or whatever on planes. Specifically, if you have an issue with your sinuses, such as COVID, then descending on an airplane feels like your skull is going to split and your eyes are going to pop. In my case, the pain in…

to start off, I had a fun dream last night where my mom and sister’s cats escaped onto campus, specifically Sylvia and Parmesan. I got on a bike with a duffel bag and just started picking up kittens – by the end I had a full case of cats including Sylvia but no parm. Weird…

its currently 4am Seattle time and I have just awoken from one of the most fucked up dreams of my life for context, again, I have Covid, which sort of ruined my entire trip here, didn’t get to go to the music festival, didn’t get to go out and explore, just been bedridden since Saturday…

What the hell. Literally what the fuck. You’re telling me the first trip I go on in a year, the first time I visit my sister, I start to feel like shit a little bit after I arrive. I chalked it up to just general exhaustion, I woke up at 2:00am Seattle time, drove to…

The airport is a great place to really engage with the whole “get out of your head” thing. There’s lots of people, more people than one would assume, all milling about to-and-fro, off to wherever. I’ve seen some cool individuals – a really unhappy looking guy standing in the corner of the Sky Train with…

Why do I show up to my internship if they have nothing for me to do this week. I’m just sitting back here in the corner of an empty room rap-tap-tapping away on Crosswords and shit, thinking about how boredom can only be enjoyed if it isn’t thrust upon you. I was pleasantly bored last…

It’s annoying having the blog be generally inaccessible, but there’s really no workaround for that kind of thing. See, before I made everything private, I was writing to a very nebulous mass of people, none of which actually existed or read anything, but there was at least the concept that what I was writing was…

It’s been hard to write anything recently. If you’re reading this, you obviously know that I’ve put this whole bitch on lockdown. I did this specifically because I was sort of obsessively checking the stats for the site – I could tell when my ex was reading it and knowing that she was still interested…

Well, not really. I’m just in training for the next two weeks and barely have energy afterwards to write on this thing. I’ll try to get something in while I can, but no promises. Currently, all mental energy is going into the Ryan Treatise, which is a nightmare autobiographical project reflecting on who I’ve been…

New place rules. Washer/dryer, big ass kitchen, huge couch, really nice bathroom with two sinks and a bunch of mirrors, ceiling fans!! It’s great, I can’t remember the last time I lived in a place with all of the amenities. Even better, I can walk everywhere. I was out roaming earlier and it’s like a…