October 2024

  • Friends and Good Weekends

    I’ve got lots of schoolwork to do that I just don’t care to do. I also don’t really care to do this, either, but if I have to write something, this is definitely the less annoying option. I haven’t really been in a writing mood recently – one reason is because some random freak followed…

  • Happy Wedding Day!

    today is the day I was supposed to get married, which is interesting. It sort of contextualizes just how short and how long the period between breakup and now has been. I think today is also the 6-month mark since the breakup. it’s kind of funny to think about how stressed we were about the…

  • Music to Isolate to

    Mmm, this will be a post about music I’ve been listening to. I have decided to enter a period of reflective, monk-like isolation because truly nothing good comes of me speaking to other people right now. Not in a dramatic sense, but in a sort of selfish sense. I’m someone who desperately wants things to…

  • L’amour De Ma Vie

    Cringe post begets cringe title. I finally listened to that Billie Eilish album and it was pretty good. I’ll give you the short life update. My ex and I spent a random weekend together out of nowhere, which led to us discussing our growth since the breakup and what we want and what the hell…

  • Phenomenology of a Mouse Trap

    Say there was a mouse trap that, on one particular day, became very conscious of himself and his purpose. The mouse trap, sitting idly in the corner behind the old off-white refrigerator, suddenly awakened to the idea of what his wood and metal meant, how the bait sits so seductively on his stomach, and how…

  • Love and Park Naps

    There are two parts to any type of day, the beginning and the end – the middle isn’t so notable. Specifically, I guess, it seems like everything notable either happens before lunch or after dinner. Typically, morning is marked by waking up from a nightmare or getting some bad news from the night prior or…