Well, not really. I’m just in training for the next two weeks and barely have energy afterwards to write on this thing. I’ll try to get something in while I can, but no promises. Currently, all mental energy is going into the Ryan Treatise, which is a nightmare autobiographical project reflecting on who I’ve been and who I am and all that. It’s like 10 pages long and super stupid and only like a quarter done, but it’s helping. It’s not super well-suited for the blog – I know I said the point of this is to be open and honest, but even I have my limits on what I’ll tell you all.
Mentally, my brain is getting hit back and forth like a volleyball. Emotionally, it’s about the same, but that ones more like tennis. Physically, drained. Training is the worst and catering is always mid so I haven’t been eating. I really need to grocery shop.
I am due for some good fortune. Please God, no more weight.
jeez, louise 