May 2024

  • 20%

    I haven’t been hungover before, at least not that I remember in recent years. That’s not due to having a solid constitution or anything, I just don’t drink. Well, it sucks. Pile that onto the grand total of maybe an hour and a half of sleep I got last night and I’m just getting my…

  • Good and Drunk

    I’m good and drunk tonight. While I’ve typically kept my alcohol consumption in the past week relatively even, tonight I went out with some friends to a cocktail bar and I guess I didn’t know my limits. I didn’t eat today, not much anyway, plus everything went down easy. Now I’m trying to type this…

  • Diary Posting/On Authenticity

    So, the Lord has bestowed upon me another stone. My car has been having a couple issues lately, the auxiliary port stopped working so all of my drives have either been silent or me just playing music off of my phone while it sits in my lap. Well, this morning, I go out to drive…

  • Mono no Aware

    ‘Love is a myth,’ Grandfather Trout said. ‘Like summer.’‘What?’‘In winter,’ Grandfather Trout said, ‘summer is a myth. A report, a rumor. Not to be believed in. Get it? Love is a myth. So is summer.” Little Big, John Crowley I really loved this quote when I first read Little Big. It was a recommendation from…

  • Anxiety and Vinegar

    You know that feeling you have when you trip going up stairs and people see you? It’s like embarrassment or shame or whatever, but it’s a little more self-conscious than that? Almost like you committed a faux pas, someone just honked at you at the stoplight. I feel like that today. I’m not sure why…

  • Walker’s Block

    Same shtick as yesterday, sorry. This one is more about what I’m thinking and less of what I’m doing. 1.) The beer I’ve been drinking was apparently brewed in Cullman, I didn’t know they had industry there. Besides driving through on occasion, I’ve only stopped in Cullman once at a gas station Wendy’s.  2.) At…

  • LIVE RB REACTION

    (is he next out of this mortal coil?) 2:34 p.m. this will be a different kind of day, where I take notes throughout and just post it at the end. 3:11 p.m. Before my walk, I’m pregaming with a watch through of children of men. Such a good fucking film, my god. It just has…

  • Impulsivity

    My knees are back and my back is…fine. It hurts some but we’re at around 85% of the way to feeling good. We take it. I was able to run yesterday and today with no pain which is a huge plus, Underground Man arc is over. Well, I say that. It’s not completely the case.…

  • Maybe later.

    I might have gone too heavy my first week writing. Compounded with the back issue preventing me from really doing much of anything, I just haven’t had much to say. Publicly at least. I wrote a letter instead, just to get some emotions out. It didn’t help much, but oh well. I was up late…

  • “More weight.”

    God decided he has had enough of my hubris today. After my event happened in late April, I took the anger and spite and ideations and channeled them into my New Workout Plan, which included running, walking, getting huge at the gym, reading, making new friends, fostering a general love for life, etc. If we…